It was an odd sensation, wanting to make my handlers proud. I guess that’s just how I operate as a bottom. I already know I will enjoy myself, but I get an arousing satisfaction knowing that I am pleasuring the man who is using me. Even if it’s a job, it doesn't mean we can’t enjoy ourselves.

In my world, I expect to meet businessmen, mobsters, and even politicians, but I didn’t expect that to be the case with the Church. These men had arguably far more to lose and far more to worry about should they ever be caught with me.

One of the benefits to working so closely with the cabal was that, Bastian discovers, men of power come in all different flavors. Not everyone wants the same thing from him, which helps to keep things fresh when jumping from client to client. He isn’t responsible for setting up the meetings; he is just obligated to attend once they are approved.